31st december 2009

hari terakhir sblum menjejakkan kaki ke tahun baru.
goodbye 2009..& hello 2010!
hope tahun 2010 ni menjadi tahun yang bermakna buat aku.
2009?? terlalu banyak pahit & manisnya..
semua yang akan ku simpan sebagai kenangan...
yang menjadikan kehidupan aku lebih bermakna..
aku xley nak sangkal...2009 lebih banyak pahit dari manisnya..
arwah atok meninggalkan kami...
aku eksiden on my mom's birthday...
fon yg aku bru beli 3 bln..ilang!
last but not least...masalah yg smpai skang x setel agy. sape yg taw..taw la..
tapi,Allah itu maha adil.dalam duka..ada juga kesenangan yg dikurniakan oleh-Nya.
abg ak dpt better job..*rezeki 2 my family*
stdy ak more better now..
& da best thing happen in my life...he asked me out 4 da 1st tyme! *dh 3 taun knl..bru 1st tyme kua same*

kesimpulannya...mcm2 la jadi taun ni. x saba menunggu taun dpn... apa yg bakal terjdi dlm idop ak.
btw...today is his birthday! so..im wishing him happy birthday n may god bless him..=)
hope u'll find ur true hepiness....
i do really like u..bt having u as my fwen..is more than enough for me.
thanx 4 being my fwens even though u already know how i felt about u..
*hahaha..berani mati!*

p/s: sori..diz yr ak wish kt msg je.nothing spesel as usual. im trying 2 treat u as a normal fwen.peace!

gathering Al-Haizam

date: 26 dec 2009
venue: red box the gardens + domino's mid valley + food court mid valley + murni ss2
time: 12.00pm - 11pm

last Saturday..when Malaysians still in the x'mas mood...we had our 1st official class gathering...
& for the 1st time.kitrg brjaya brkumpul lbih dr 5/6 org! tp,9 org je pown...hahaha..*kire rmai la 2!*sgt sronok! dok karok...gosip2..sembang2...cter psl dri mmsg..
well..agk lme kitrg x jmpe act.so,tyme ni la nk dptkn updte psl kwn2 kn?
mls nk cter pnjg...tgk je gmba ok!

domino's

pie.me

me.zfah.ros.ber

me.zfah.mun.tiqa

ber.me

karok tyme!

pie.raed.ros.tiqa.ber.zfah.harith.mun.me

Al-Haizam 2004/05

after karok

semua yg hadir

snap.snap.snap

makan.makan.

ni antara video2 yg ak record. sori...x nmpk image.sore je..
kitrg bru realize..sore raed terbaek gile.if dy msuk AF..mmg kitrg vote ah.

ak n raed berduet..lagu my heart. focus pd raed ok! jgn focus kt ak..hahahaha...
if nk tgk video2 len..ak dh upload kt fb..

p/s: dlm suke..ade juga duke.pd hari yg same..2 org shbt lmeku tlh mniggal dunia akibat kmlngan jln raya. pd sesiapa yg mengenali arwah nabil & shaiful akmal..mari la kite sdkhkn al-fatihah buat mereka. x lupe kpd arwah pkck Hussin..iaitu bapa kpd rakan sperjuanganku..roslina sapiah@pia yg meninggal pd keesokan harinya. innalillah~~

siapa cakap budak uni pandai?

siapa cakap budak universiti pandai?
siapa kata budak universiti cerdik?
siapa kata budak universiti celik akal?
siapa?siapa?
kita patut ubah pemikiran itu.
tak semua budak universiti bijak.
tak semua budak universiti cerdik.
mungkin mereka celik akal.
tapi, tak semua celik hati.
mesti semua mengeji aku..sebab tak faham apa yang ak cuba sampaikan.
ok...begini ceritanya...

aku kerja part time sekarang.
dekat hotel.
bukan jual body okey!
kerja banquet..
taw ke?
penah makan kat hotel?
yang serve food korang tue...
sambil menunjukkan senyuman yang fake!
ye...aku jugak tergolong.
aku senyum ikhlas.tapi,kalau dapat customer yang hampeh sikapnya...
memang aku mempamerkan senyuman fake aku la.
ok.berbalik kepada tajuk entri.

disebabkan aku kerja under uitm.
so,kebanyakan part timer yang lain juga adalah student.
uitm.unisel dsb.
kerja kat hotel...sah2 la serve alcohol kan?
time briefing...de beberapa ketul budak-budak melayu ni..offer diri nak serve alcohol.
dalam otak aku fikir.
"lantak korang la.jgn suruh aku dah"
tapi,aku terfikir gak...dorang xde perasaan jijik ke nak pegang botol arak tu?
habis kerja...aku tgk budak-budak yang beberapa ketul ni.
semacam je.
memekak.membebel.hyperaktif terlebih.
sial!mabuk rupenye!
patut la beria nak serve alcohol!
baru aku sedar..IQ tinggi x semestinya pandai.
kan?

aku nak pegang gelas yang de arak pun x berani. aku keje angkat pinggan mangkuk je.
paling best...aku asyik usung jug chinese tea ke sana sini.
buat2 busy refill chinese tea kat sume orang.hahaha..

p/s: dah abeh function.ngah kemas2...brader dari band yang perform malam tu dtg dkt aku. muke kiut. igt nak mntk no tepon.hahaha... menunggu dengan penuh debaran. "awak..boleh bawakkan 3 glass of red wine x?thanx ye". *sial!!aku bagi sejadah mau??*

Black & White Photography contest

ahahahaaa....
aku pn xtaw nape aku join.
juzt 4 fun anyway.
dpt taw bout diz contest dr blog khal.
so,ak pn g la visit tokey contest ni..
aku baca kt cni..
aku bce sume syarat..
mudah.
kbetulan ak de B&W pic of myself.
so..upload jela.
pe susah..?
huhu...


..this is my pic..


p/s: thnx tokey (ezzan)..4 ur consideration.huhuhu..=)

jadi manusia..ada otak.tapi bangang!

sila baca sini.

dah baca dah?
komen anda?
medidih betul aku baca!
nape bangsat sangat manusia ni?
tamak sangat pesal?
ingat patient albino tu anjing?
nyawa dorang xde nilai??
ingat dorang 2 babi hape?
nak ptong2 anggota badan..jual.
takde otak ke?
ok...babi pn de otak.
tp,babi xde akal!
2 pasal babi bodoh!
yang manusia pn bodoh jugak nape??
bodoh! bodoh!

p/s: eeei..aku geram!!

xde title

aku cacat...
cacatkah aku?
sila nyatakan kecacatan aku...

p/s: sewel zaf nih...

buat si dia bernama s*****

aku sedar..
aku mungkin pernah melukakan hati kau.
maafkan aku.
kalau kau tanya aku..
memang...
aku menyesal buat kau sebegitu.
tapi, aku x pernah menyesali keputusan yang aku ambil dulu..
aku harap kau menemui seseorang yang mampu menerima kau.
tapi,orang itu bukan aku.
tolonglah...
bagi aku ruang untuk bernafas.
hati aku tetap tak terbuka untuk kau.
bukan aku yang sengaja menutup pintu hati..
aku sudah berusaha..
namun...hati aku tak boleh dipaksa.
janganlah kau memasang angan-angan untuk kita bersama kembali.
yang lepas..biarkanlah....
kau teruskan hidup kau.
dan aku akan teruskan hidup aku..
semoga kau berjaya dalam apa jua yang kau lakukan.


p/s: sometimes i do remember our moment together.but it doesn't mean i want u back.sori..*listening to mungkinkah terjadi-spider.*

(sesape yang terbaca post ini. sile jgn menympah ye. hanya meluahkan apa yg terbuku di hati.hahahahaha...)

you & i

kat fb ak dh upload.
nak jugak upload kt blog.
nk wat cane.suke sgt lagu ni.
mv yg sgt cweet.......
x sudah2 ak rpeat2 mv ni..
hahaha..sengal ak nih.

park bom - you & i
(translation)

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

p/s: ak dh nek hafal lgu nih.suke banget! :D

vision boardku..

aku berusaha nak tido.tp,xley.
ak memikirkan pe hala tuju idop ak.
ak tgk vision board yg sedia ada.tertmpal kt pintu.
hurmm..
tp,vision board 2..adlh impian kitrg bersama.
so,ak pn bgun.pk pe yg ak nak.n wat vision board ak sndri.
wat mase ni..ini antara yg ak nak.
keep the +ve signal.LAW OF ATTRACTION!!
yakin ak ley dpt sume ni!hahaha...

1. cal poly pomona --> even trlmpau byk hlngan.ak ykin! ak mst dpt gak jjk kaki ak ke sane! doa bbyk zaf!
2. statue of liberty--> smpai je kt california..nk bjln n explore da whole US!!! hollywood!! here i come!!
   
3. lose weight--> rmai kte ak dh krus skang nih.hahaha..*pdhl ak xwat pape pn.byk prob kot* .tp xpe...nk krus lg!! weeee~~
4. choi siwon--> de 2 mksd.nk bf mcm siwon! hensem okay! macho n very charming!!plus,i really luv his attitude.hihihi..yg ke2,nk sgt mlwt korea!
5. platinum ring & marriage --> owh..ofcoz i wanna get married.nrmal marriage.im nt a lesbo mcm yg kerol salu ckp.mangkok pnye kerol.
6. guitar --> wanna own my own guitar..n stat learn 2 play it siyesly..
7. canon EOS 500D--> kumpul duit! beli dslr sbijik! mybe 500D jauh sgt kot.1000D pn jd la...
8. nice house --> aftr abeh blaja...keje..n build a big n nice house 4 me n my prents!
   
9. car --> im so nt into car act.ckup la as long i cn afford it n cmfrtble wif it. erm..tp,sporty car wud prbbly b my choice.=)
10. pangkor island --> owh.i really nid a vction skang.ALONE! my life is so messed up..n really nid 2 relax n hve fun myself.

p/s: dh jd wallpaper lptp ak skang vsion board ni.keep looking at it..imagine!imagine!imagine!

jacob black or edward cullen??

jake sgt hot.
ed sgt romantic.
yang mana jadi plihan hati?
erm....nak jake ley x??
*i mean da real jake.bkn sum1 yg prasan diri dy jake.hahaha..--->refer to akem*
jumaat lepas..ak,my bro n my cousins g midnyte kt jj bkit tinggi.
org len sbok beraye..kitrg sbok nk tgk jake yg hot.
dok pakse ajim,didi n along g tgk skali..
as our bodyguard.
nak la pulak mak bpak kitrg bg kitrg *anak2 dara yg cun lg hot* kua memalam bute tnpa bodyguard kn?hihi...

tiket wyang kol 12,30am.
melepak n bergambar je nak mengabehkan mase.
bout kol 12.my bro bratur nk beli popcorn.
bt,tgv jusco 2 bikin panas lak. ley pulak close countr pas kitrg beratur lame.
popcorn abeh la konon.ceit!
x psl ngamok bodyguard2 kitrg.
klaka pn de.hahaha



gambar-gambar.......

kuda kepang.

fav shot

along brtgn 4..=)

adi.ajim.didi.diba.zaf.diea(photographer)

diea gedik.LOL

adi@along.diba.zaf

czn2 yg sengal

diea.diba

..us..

kami

ni pic plg best skali.cube korg tgk.ak muat msuk lam kete 2.sah2 la ak krus kn??hahahaha...

p/s: nex wik final.9 & 10hb...ketika ini sdg mntelaah economy.hv 2 put extra effort on diz subject.c'mon yaar...ecnmy kot.so nt my thing! asal ak kne blaja mnde nih??shoot!!