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Maher Zain - Insha Allah | ماهر زين - ان شاء الله

Lyrics: Insha ALLAH

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and
That you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair n' never loose hope
Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Every time you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it's why too late
You’re so confused,
Wrong decisions you have made
Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him Raise your hands and pray Oh
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah we’ll find our way

15 july 2010

saban malam aku berfikir.
berfikir akan kesan akibat keputusan yang bakal ku ambil.
perasaan takut yang menghimpit..
menjadikan aku gentar memberi kata putus.
aku tak tahu apa yang akan berlaku pada hari esok atau lusa
yang aku tahu..
aku tak mahu menyesal
melepaskan apa yang di depan mata
dan menyerah kalah sebelum aku gigih mencuba
akanku pelihara ia sebaiknya.
insyaallah....

p/s: wah..melampau jiwang.kompem kene bahan nih.hahahahahaa...

nota buat kamu: sy dh tunaikan janji sy. imy!! :)

Thank God I Found You With Lyrics

Thank God I Found You by Mariah Carey , 98°, and Joe

Lyrics:

[MC:]
Ahhhm
Mhhh

[98 Degrees & Joe:]
Oh yeah

[MC:]
I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

[all:]
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(I was lost)
My every wish and every dream
(Mmmmh)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

[MC & Joe:]
Mmmh
Oh yeah
Whoaaaaaa
Oh yeah

[98 Degrees & Joe:]
I will give you everything (everything)
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do (oh no)
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
(I don't wanna try)
If you keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be allright (be allright)
'Cause I need you in my life

[all:]
Ooooh
Thank God I found you
(I'm thanking you)
I was lost without you
(So lost without you)
My every wish and every dream
(Every wish, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life (completed)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude (overwhelmed with graditude)
('Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you)
And I'm so thankful I found you

[MC & Joe:]
Oooooh
(See)
See I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back (looking back)
I guess it shows that we were destined
To shine over the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel
This way
(This way)

[all:]
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(Lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
(And every dream)
Somehow became reality
Oooooooh
When you brought the sunlight
(Brought the light)
Completed my whole life
(My whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
See baby I'm so thankful I found you
Oooooooh
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
(So overwhelmed)
My baby I'm so thankful I found
You
You
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
My baby I'm so thankful I found
(I found you)

You

bercinta

tajuk post haruslah kontroversi. ya! harus ya rakan2!
salam muhibbah dan salam perantauan...(erk!motif??) setelah berabad dan berkurun lamanya hidup dalam keadaan huru hara dan tidak tentu hala...akhirnya keadaan sudah kembali normal dan kembali aman. (banyak maksud tuh) tatkala semua sedang riuh dengan Piala Dunia 2010...aku berjaga saban malam demi mencari sesuap nasi. (ok!cut da crap!!)
minggu lepas..selesai sudah kerja part time ku sebagai stock taker. sepanjang sebulan bekerja..x dpt ku nafikan. macam2 pengalaman yang ak dapat. tapi..nak dipendekkan cerita...kerja selama sebulan dgn AJIS(All Japanese Inventory Service) mmg best! kenal kawan2 baru...dpt berjalan smpai ke JB. dok hotel best! mmg syok!however, i never thought that it will end this way..i mean..not the way it shud b. (sape yg faham..faham la ye) .but..overall..even it didnt end in a gud way...im glad..sebab insiden itu unite all of us and we start to learn what friends is all about. (not to mention...love also. (ditujukan pd my cousin..diba)hehehe...

ok!dah banyak melalut..kembali pada tajuk asal. BERCINTA. what is love anyway? yang aku taw..cinta pd tuhan yang satu...cinta pd ibu bapa..pada keluarga. itu sahaja. cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan?? that is the most complicated one. maybe because i had never experienced it. aku masih ingat...zaman persekolahan. cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan..sangat2 di larang. kononnya sebab buat kita alpa..leka..n da most important thing...terdorong ke arah maksiat. paling best..cikgu2 kat sekolah nak suruh student break up. dorang menggunakan cara halus. ada 1 hari..diperuntukkan untuk tangkap gmba mereka yang berpasang pasangan. kononnya nak dipos ke ibu bapa.biar mereka takot. yela..kalau mak bapak taw...for sure la kene marah.kan? tp,ak selamat. sebab xde bf..(huhu). tapi..ak kagum dgn ckgu yg mncul dgn idea tu.sbb mmg ramai jugak yang clash.takot parents taw. memang sangat menggelabah para pasangan ketika itu. except ko kan zarifah! rilek muke bahagia tangkap gmba ngan ahyamn.cipan tol ko!hahaha...

aku masih ingat..ibu selalu pesan.."jangan nak bercinta cinta lagi!" aku pegang kata2 itu!memang!ak xde pon nak kapel2 ke pe..(pdhal xde org nak pon.hahaha). blaja je...kalau bercinta..nanti ibu marah! nanti pointer x dapat 3..cane?? so..cinta2 ni..tolak tepi! (admire2 2 mstila ade...tp,xde r smpai nk bercinta) so..nak dijadikan cerita..ak meneruskan kehidupan tanpa menghiraukan pasal cinta. until one day my mum ask.."kakak xde bf ke??" dalam ati ak kata.."aik??bukan dulu x bagi de bf ke??" katanye..dulu sekolah lagi. memang la...skang ni dh besa. umo dah lebih 20.kalau xde sesape..risau jugak. aku pening suda...cane ni??memang kene de bf ke??aku igt still x boley lg... aku pun bengong...nape dulu x tanye...start umo bape ley de bf.haiyoo...kan skang dah terkontang kanting nk carik. itulah dy ibuku..dulu menghalang gila2! skang sbok dok tanya2!! apakah yang kau mahu wahai bonda??

ramai yang selalu tanya..kenapa aku xde bf? dan ramai jugak yg cop..ak choosy. (memilih) p/s:aku bukan lesbo ye kerol! (sial kau!). jawapannya..senang je. im not a man chaser...im a love chaser. so, aku kene betol2 yakin sebelum terima cinta seseorang. kalau setakat nak dapat title 'ada bf'..sumpah senang! (i used to..hehehe..) tp,nak betul2 sayangkan org 2..sumpah susah! sbb 2 ak plek..nape de org ley tukar2 bf. senangnya perasaan die berubah arah. senang kata..mcm cinta 2 adalah 1 objek yang boleh dipindah dan dialihkan sesuka hati.apakah??

so,kepada si dia yang namanya dirahsiakan. mekacih sbb mncul dlm idup sy. sekarang ini..kmu adalah org yg sgt penting dalam idup sy. without u...i feel sumtin is missing. (heheh..malu2..). tapi,smpai skang..sy masih ragu2.."is it ok for me to start diz luv n start loving u?" . i still dunno the answer...i know im being selfish. but,i hope u can wait for me. i promise it wouldn't be long. promise! :D

guys...im in love..:)

hihihi....o yes..diz ain't a lie.
currently im in luv!
deeply fall in luv with him..my MR.X!
i always wanted him so badly..
thanx god..we'r really belong to each other..
i will never ignoring u mr.x...*wink*

p/s: for now..we dun hv any pic together. later k.hehehehe....

wedding oh wedding..

salam semua...
feels like forever blog ini x diupdate. finally..ada topik untuk dikongsi bersama. i know..skang ni musim holiday.especially to college & univ students. hepi hols guys!!! myb 4 certain ppl..holiday means everything 2 them. yela..dr awal sem dah plan utk cuti sem nk watpe. unfortunately..im nt included..holiday means lying on bed 24/7..(katil x kemas smpai bermnggu mnggu), ngadap lappy n on9 almost every single minutes..dan juga..watching 4 or 5 movies per day. yup!hate 2 tells u dat..but,dats my routine.sangat bosan!
but diz year..seems like a little bit diff. cuti kali ini..i'll b working, together with my cousin. spend time with my fwens kat umah sewa..n we'r planning 4 a trip 2 a'famosa! (insyaallah bln 7 ni). kami juga plan utk ke jhor..spend our weekend kt umah my uncle..tp,xtaw g jd ke x. well..at least..ada jugak something exciting waiting 4 me diz hols aite?? one more thing..diz becoming june..my weekend almost full with wedding invitations!!
ok...act,tujuan utama post ini nak menghebahkan kepada kawn sekalian..especially to all BIOMED'S STUDENT bout our friend's wedding. noor haura samsudin @ agha. kinda exciting kot sbb she's da 1st 1 in our batch getting married! congrats agha!!!

mohd firdaus & noor haura

tarikh: 6jun2010 (23jamadilakhir1431H)
bertempat di: no 32, jln kelapa sawit, taman soga, 83000 batu pahat, johor.

excited..excited jugak..but till now i'm still confuse nk pg wedding ane 1. coz on da same day..my ex-homeroom teacher's wedding..ckg azrin yahya (homeroom wawasan5, 2005. mrsm serting) nak pg 2,2..quite impossible.1 kat jhor..1 kat perak.utk memudahkan pikiran sy yg sdg kusut ni...sy pn terpaksa buat camni..utk decide nk pegi yg mane.

kenapa saya kene pegi wedding agha:

• 1st dak biomed getting married!sgt excited kot!
• pegi ramai2..mst best! :)
• ley tumpang nek kete jep.transportation problem..solved!! (peace!)
• agha antra mmbe kamceng saya dalm biomed! *wink*
• saya x penah sampai batu pahat pon...nak jugak pegi..hehehe..
  

kenapa saya kene pergi wedding ckg azrin:

• we'r her 1st homeroom student!
• sgt lame x jmpe ckg..since after amek result spm.OMG!! sgt lame!
• dpt gather dak2 homeroom dulu yang dah lame x jumpe. (salu jumpe pie je)
• kat kamunting je..xde r jauh sgt.hehehehe...
• mcm susah nk jumpe ckg lagi lpas ni..(ckg mengajar kat tawau)
• kalau saya x pg..dak2 homeroom lain xnk pg..(coz im da organizer.org penting ni.hehehe)
• badak sponsor transport..tp,kne g seri iskandar nek bas. :(

so...sy still tgh pkirkan nk pegi wedding yang mane.huhuhuhu...kawan2..tlg saya...wuuuuu~~~
sekian saja dari sy kali ini. c ya!!

p/s: dah dapat kad jemputan dari ckg azrin..sgt excited bukak..nk bace. ttbe ternampak.." ....menjemput ZARF & PASANGAN ke majlis....." Pasangan?? erk..ckg! saya xde pasangan lagi!! hahahaha...

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