hope this strength can make me stronger

i try to sleep
but hardly can close my eyes
my head is spinning
thinking what tomorrow might comes

i made a promise
to have no tears again...
but,
it seems like the promise already broken
since the tears keeps on falling
and i keeps on sighing..

i used to believe
god will never put us in difficulties
if we cannot accept it
although it is hard
i will try to endure it
it just a matter of time
before He gives me....
the light of life

in this tiny little heart
i'll try to find the strength
hope this strength can make me even stronger

p/s: title pic pd blog dh ditukar juga. a kanji symbol..means 'STRENGTH'. i really nid it. :(