hey finals!

finals is around the corner peeps! winter 2011 is almost over..2 more weeks to go!

so,what should i do? deactivating fb...check! study and revision...uncheck! homeworks...uncheck! research paper..uncheck! 2 more weeks to the finals, yet a lot of assignments and homeworks need to be done. great! stop!cut the crap! start focusing on your study!

"ok2...i will....". (internal monologue)

zarf's mood scale ( 1-extremely happy, 2-feels good, 3-so-so, 4-not really in a good mood, 5-feels sucks! )

• baru lepas breakfast with roommates, fiza & mariapaz. we made pancakes! yummy! ( mood scale-2)
• jari jemari sakit. i wonder how can i learn playing guitar without hurting my finger. boleh x? (mood scale-5)
• watched the notebook with mariapaz last night. oh...its a good movie! best2..!! habis movie teros text incik kerol. "abg...kalau a** nk sekuntum bunga tiap2 ari,rse2 abg nk bg x?". incik kerol reply.."xde keje abg nk wat cmtu.." cis!apakah? (mood scale-8 (?) )

hari celaka!

hari yang celaka. kelaparan melanda dan dengan semangat wajanya menuju ke dapur. niat, panaskan sup ayam semalam. dalam hati dah terbayang kelazatan sup ayamku yang sah2 kalah dengan sup ibu aku. bukak api dapur, tenggek periuk berisi sup, lantas ke bilik untuk ber-fb.

jam 5.11pm (bukan waktu tempatan), bergegas berlari ke dapur. sup ayam, tinggal harapan. kering kontang. celaka! oh ya, sup dipanaskan bermula jam 4pm.

strawberry makan ngan gula. sementara tunggu nasik masak. nasi goreng bakal jd santapan.

p/s: jgn harap aku nk upload gamba sup ayam aku!bisa menjatuhkan martabat ak sebagai pompuan!

mengapakah?

hari ini mmg mncbr. mcm2 mnde jd ari ni dan semalam. serba sedikit..tekanan mula dirasai. (poyo)

apapun,akan kuhadapi semuanya dgn tabah. aku adalah aku. aku harus mengumpul semua sisa-sisa kekuatan aku. dengan adanya rakan2 dan sahabat di sampingku. doakan aku mampu pulih...sepenuhnya.....

nota kaki: ayat mau drama kan? jgn salah faham. yg dimaksudkan adalah DEMAM. 1st time diri ini demam di bumi asing ini...tetiba trase hiba..:(

p/s: tekanan demi tekanan yg muncul...mungkin encik badan x mmpu terima lg. tolong la kebah cepat.gua byk test n homework niiii....

*trimas kwn2 atas keprihatinan anda. :)*

Jefrydin - Kenanganku

1.11 am ; Jan 14, 2011

cewah!starting konon2 ala2 diary kan..pigidaaahhh...:D motif nk post lagu jeffydin? weih..layan kowt...di saat2 memalam buta xley nk lelap mata ni..x salah kot nk lyn pop yeh yeh kan. dgn niat sebenar nk menghiburkan hati sendiri je senanye. gila sangap nk karok skang. agk2 karaoke kt puente hill mall to de lagu pop yeh2 x? ( sah2 la xde zap! nk kene sepak ko nih! ) ok chup! tnye je kot...KOWT la ade kan.....:P

hampir berlalu sudah minggu ke-2 of my struggling quarter. de another 8 weeks lg. debar ok! now dh stat byk keje da..quizzes,homeworks,assignment,research paper....( chill zap!ko ley wat pnye..) ok,tido dulu.mood ngantok dh mai...esok pg berazam nk g library..(ari2 azam sme..:P) nite peeps!

nota kaki: lirik lagu sedih kot..tp,dinyanyikan dgn gumbira. hurmmm...anyway, utk '6' yg x kesampaian...:( stand up, 'n' smile zafirah!

*stop merepek zafirah! esok de quiz!!!*

**dr td pale denyut2 n otot sternocleidomustoid (ntah betol ke x) skit. imput byk2 sgt kot ari ni...(ha'ah la sgt)**

ajl?

maaf...tidakku tahu ajl dh pun lepas. siyes xtaw pape. hahahaha..anyway,congrats to my ex-senior dulu..kak ana coz menjuarai ajl 25. clap!clap!

anyway, sume sebok2 psl ajl...korg taw x bhwasanya arnold Schwarzenegger (alaa..yg belakon terminator tu) yg juga merangkap gabenor california dah x lg mnjawat jwtn sbg gabenor. after 7yrs of handling california, jerry brown (yg lg tue dr arnold) take over california...again...(jerry brown pernah jd governor calif ) . since aku amek claz intro to american goverment...so,serba sikit aware la ngan political issue kt US ni... (komen:xde la gempak mane pon. dorg pn tunggang langgang tp sebok nk cmpur tgn hal negara len)

currently,california facing such a critical economical problems. eventhough arnold schwarzenegger maybe hebat dlm acaraa angkat berat ataupun yg seangkatan dgnnya...but somehow california is too heavy for him to handle.hahahahaha...

papepon....kite tunggu miracle dpd org veteran mcm jerry brown ni. kot2 la economy jd ok ke. ley r bg subsidy lbey kt cal poly. xde r tuition fees mencanak mahal. kurgkn univ village pnye fees pn ok la... $660 per month?agak2 la wei....nk soh ak mkn rumput ke....huhuhuhu...

congrats to jerry brown! the new 'old' california governor! :D

nota kaki: just so u know...speaker of the house of representative pn dh dpt kt republican skang ni. obama kalah terok k. but still...obama still the pres. just ank2 buah dy rmai republican r.bkn democrate. anyway..mnde tu xde mslh pon..cni bkn mlysia. even dorg x sme party pon..they will nt boycotting each other.

p/s: ohhhh....rindu mau pulang. :(

out dated

its been quite a long time since i post an entry in this blog. it just like my passion and commitment for this blog is diminishing as time passes by. stalking to other's blog makes me wonder..."oh,kuno gile blog aku". hahahahah.... so peeps..help me with this one. where did u guys get those cool layouts for ur blogs? mcm cool gile....nak jugakkkkkk......hehehehehe...

~chow~

p/s: winter break almost over. probably wont see me regularly these coming 3 months. kene struggle gile bangang wei. seriously!

positive

dont u guys think sometimes it feels hard to be positive?

even though u try to be one, but the question is...until when? for how long can u be positive?

positive thoughts..positive signal..positive mind....bla..bla..blaa...

sometimes,it feels like i am lying to myself...for being positive...

by planting the thoughts of things that you wanted..or how things should be...

wake up!this is the real world...not everything will goes with your plan...

not everything that you dream of will be granted..

*damn u evil!stop messing with my thoughts!*

i guess trying to be positive doesnt harm anyway..

if it makes you feels better...why bother?

just keep on being positive!

good luck people! *peace*

keyword: smile.....:)

p/s: currently watching hotaru no hikari 2. owh...i luv this drama. i wish i can be like amemiya hotaru.

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